WHEN I SMILE.

i notice every simple and little thing that happens..
a lot of them make me smile..

a little girl that ask her mother about the meaning of a word..and she actually doesn’t know how to explain it to her..
a butterfly that seems that wants to walk with you for a while..
a cloud that (your immagination) makes look like something else..
my little cousin that i took to a music shop and that reading the byography of Bryan Adams she read “Ban Adas”..
some friends that dedicate to you a song at your birthday party..
a gift from a friend..a gift that you would never thought he would give to you..
your mp3player..in the morning..before having a lesson at the university..that plays the right song..
your love that respects you..
your best (damn) dream that seems that step by step would like to come true..
your friend’s eyes that meet yours..
a hug that you didn’t expect..
a kiss that you didn’t expect..
a call..
everything that you didn’t expect..
a mysterious guitarist with ray ban on..
your 2 colors car (long story)..
your new microphone..
someone that says to you :”you’re special”..
the sky..and you hope that another person would be looking at it at the same time..
your favorite song..that it’s better than a medication..
something new about a song that you’ve never noticed before..
a new characteristic of a person that you’ve never noticed before..and you like it!..
a best friend behave..when you’re friend of someone you don’t do anything you want anytime you want..
your satisfaction when you figure out what a person (really) means to you..and what you mean to him or her..
when you’re in you car..your radio turned up..and you sing with all your voice..
when..even for a second..a person knows that you exist..
the grass all around you..
the sun that kiss your skin..
a song that you wrote and that you really cry when you read it..
my parents smile when they say :good job babe..we’re proud of you..
a day on the beach with your friends..
your dog eyes..
the italian accent when an english or american person try to speak in italian..it’s so sweeeeeet..
when you feel free..thousand miles from home..you and your dreams..
spring..
a new dress..
when you say a “bad” word and your little cousin asks you why you said that word..
have a bath..
your friends pictures when you’re gone..
a spider in your bed..
your favorite bedclothes..
your mouth when you eat chocolate ice cream..and you’re not able to eat it (i’m not)..and you cannot understand why it finish on your white t-shirt..
your love that sleeps on your sofa..and you cannot take your eyes off of him..
the most supid pics that you could ever take..and that will be the best one..
my friends expression when i’m on the phone talking in my dialect..

you and your best friends lying on a deckchair on the beach..it’s night..and you’re looking at the stars..

a smile, an hand shaking and a cheer at the university..

a kiss from someone that..shouldn’t kiss you!..

when someone is dancing, and he’s bad, but so sweet!..

when you’re writing something..and he post (almost) the same thing 1 minute before you..

when the sun seems different just because you’re near NYC..

you speechless in front of him.

WAKE me UP!

..today i woke up with a song that i like so much..”Indigo Girls – Rock ‘n Roll Heaven’s Gate”..

..isn’t it great to please your ears with a song that gives you such a great feelings so early in the morning?..;)..it’s so important to me..i turn my notebook on and i pick up a song (in random) from my favourite playlist..and i start to sing!..uhahahha..maybe it could be hard at the beginnig..for my inmates..but it’s ok right now!..;)..it’s a think that i MUST do..it’s natural..it’s pure..it’s ME!..obviously i musn’t do it so early in the morning..it happens when i wake up..or when i have a moment free..in order to relax myself..

..there are some songs that in a lifetime we consider more important than others..we remeber them..because when we listen to them we think about a person..a place..a moment..a smile..i must admit that i cry i lot of times..i’m so sensible..;)..

..there’s a lot of people that listen to the songs..but they don’t really understand what it’s talking about..the lyrics are so important..so..let me make you some examples..:)..(some are sweet, some “nice”, some funny..;)..)

*And I can’t believe, uh that i’m your man, and i get to kiss you baby just because i can (Michael Bublè – Everything)

* But how the hell can a person, go on to work in the morning, to come home in the evening, and have nothing to say (Bonnie Raitt – Angel From Montgomery)

*With love we sleep, with doubt the vicious circle turn and burns, without you I cannot live, forgive, the yearning burning, I believe it’s time, too real to feel, so touch me now, touch me now, touch me now (Patty Smith – Because The Night)

*I pulled my harpoon out of my dirty red bandanna, I was playing soft while Bobby sang the blues (Janis Joplin – Me And Bobby McGee)

*But there’s always this one question, that keeps me up at night, are you my greatest love, or disappointment in my life? (Pink – Heartbreaker)

*From your feet up to your hair, more than anything I swear, I wanna be – your underwear (Bryan Adams – I Wanna Be)

*Wanna be young the rest of my life, Never say no, try anything twice (Bryan Adams – 18 Til i Die)

*Let her hold you til ya know how she needs to be touched, You’ve gotta breathe her, really taste her, Til you can feel her in your blood (Bryan Adams – Have You Really Loved A Woman)

*It cuts like a knife, but it feels so right (Bryan Adams – Cuts Like A Knife)

*When your heart has been broken, hard words have been spoken, it ain’t easy, but it’s only love (Bryan Adams feat. Tina Turner – It’s Only Love)

*I got my first real six-string, bought it at the five-and-dime, played it til my fingers bled, it was the summer of ’69 (Bryan Adams – Summer Of ’69)

*I only wanna make it good, so if I love ya a little more than I should, please forgive me I know not what I do (Bryan Adams – Please Forgive Me)

*Is your mama gonna miss her little rollin’ stone (Bryan Adams – Is Your Mama Gonna Miss Ya)

*Everyday I fight a war against the mirror, I can’t take the person starin’ back at me (Pink – Don’t Let Me Get Me)

*Where I can, run just as fast as I can, to the middle of nowhere, to the middle of my frustrated fears, and I swear you’re just like a pill (Pink – Just Like A Pill)

*I’m lookin’ for a way to become, the person that I dreamt of when I was sixteen (Pink – Lonely Girl)

*It’s meeting the man of my dreams, and then meeting his beautiful wife (Alanis Morissette – Ironic)

*And I pray, oh my god do I pray, I pray every single day, for a revolution (4 Non Blondes – What’s Up)

*So go and think about whatever you need to think about, go ahead and dream about whatever you need to dream about (Avril Lavigne – Why)

*17 without a purpose or direction, we don’t owe anyone a fucking explaination (Blink 182 – The Rock Show)

*I hope you don’t mind that I put down in words, how wonderful life is while you’re in the world (Elton John – Your Song)

*Were you born to resist or be abused? I swear I’ll never give in. I refuse (Foo Fighters – Best Of You)

*Hey don’t let it go to waste, I love it but I hate the taste (Foo Fighters – All My Life)

*it’s times like these you learn to live again, it’s times like these you give and give again, it’s times like these you learn to love again (Foo Fighters – Time Like These)

*And you can’t fight the tears that ain’t coming, or the moment of truth in your lies (Goo Goo Dolls – Iris)

*No, You’re not the first to fall apart, but always the first one to complain (Incubus – Sick Sad Little World)

*See life for you my prince has just begun, and I thank you for choosing me, to come through unto life to be (Lauryn Hill – To Zion)

*so close no matter how far, couldn’t be much more from the heart. Forever trusting who we are, no nothing else matters (Metallica – Nothing Else Matters)

*This life prepares the strangest things. The dreams we dream of what life brings (Midge Ure – Breathe)

*The ocean is full cause everyone’s crying, the full moon is looking for friends at high tide. The sorrow grows bigger when the sorrows denied. I only know my mind. I am mine (Pearl Jam – I Am Mine)

*Can the savior be for real? Or are you just my seventh seal? (Placebo – Special K)

*When you’re sure you’ve had enough of this life, well hang on (REM – Everybody Hurts)

*Maybe there’s a God above, and all I ever learned from love, was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you (Jeff Buckley – Halleluja)

*Always want to play, but you never want to lose (System Of A Down – Aerials)

*Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet, did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day, and head back to the Milky Way (Train – Drops Of Jupiter)

*I’m not the reason that you go astray and we’ll be all right if you don’t ask me to stay (Unkle Kracker – Follow Me)

* She left me roses by the stairs, surprises let me know she cares (Blink 182 – All The Small Things)

*You’ve come a long way to wiskey and cocaine (Pink – Dear Mr. President)

*It didn’t happen for you, no one wants to hear the truth, coming from three political queers. Plucking the punk rock bloom (Indigo Girls feat. Pink – Rock N’ Roll Heaven’s Gate)

*Maybe i’m an angel underneath, innocent and sweet (Meredith Brooks – Bitch)

* She takes me away to that special place and if I’d stare too long , I’d probably break down and cry (Guns N’ Roses – Sweet Child Oh Mine)

THERE’S SOMETHING NEW IN TOWN.

there’s something new..a new start maybe..”a new girl in town” as “Hairspray” teaches 😉

this is a challenge..i MUST be able to talk about thigs that happen..i cannot escape..they just happen..

there are a lot of things to say..and i will say them all..i will try..

with this blog i will let my feelings flow..and in this way i will try to keep a sort of diary..not day by day..but i will confess everything “confessable”..if this word exists..:)..

things about me..about my life..about someone else’s life in my life..

oh my God..*____*..

i’m not a person that usually talks about her “businnes” to friends..or someone she knows..

i create my problems..and i solve my own problems..i always try to figure out what it’s right and what’s wrong..for me..

i seem sooooo boring right now!..damn!..but you will learn to know me..i’m an “always smiling” girl..i’m positive..i’m funny..woh..

now i seem me! 🙂

as everyone (more or less) i’ve got 2 sides of me..the one that everyone (who more..who less) knows..and the ME that just someone knows..

i always try to be smiling and kind..but you know..everyone lives moments that really make them fall down.. i hate when people see that something is wrong with me..that i’m sad..not happy..so i always try to seem happy (most of the time i really am!!)..:)..

i’m a “full of life” girl 🙂 and i will give you something mine..